>be at restaurant with family
>there are a lot of people here
>get bored and decide to browse my pictures of anime and shit on my phone
>notice laughter and talking
>start to notice all of it
>i get a strong feeling of them mocking me
>sit there stressed thinking they know im browsing anime pics.
>it feels like they now what im doing on the phone.
>close the phone
>im sweating

why am i so retarded? what can i do about this? im getting help but its just talking and talking. nothing has really helped, they just gave me a diagnosis of psychosis.

feel free to laugh at my patheticness