>Be me
>Born into poor family
>Dad leaves when i'm little
>Gets abused by mother in shitty apartment
>Have to care of my sister at a young age
>Get bullied in school
>Mother has breakdown
>ohshit.jpg
>Social services get involved
>Sister and I going to orphanage
>Everything just goes to shit from there
>Basically I move around a lot to family members, and some institutions
>I get fat
>I develop OCD, anxiety and depression
>I'm an anti-social cuck, who's fat and has no friends
>Barely have a home
>On neet bux
>Turns out I have psoriasis
>Even more ugly now
>No one has ever respected or treated me decent

I did decent in school considering the circumstances, always tried to be polite, dress properly and take care of my hygiene. Life just kept throwing shit at me.

What should I do /bant/? An hero is easier said than done, I live in a country with no guns. Also pain and death scares me, which makes me a pussy too I guess.