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>be me
>moved to Poland over 8 months ago
>a whole lot of shit happens and whole family gets depressed(live with them)
>because of time difference friends stop talking
>best friend hasn’t texted back since
>I become a complete neet and gain over twenty pounds
>family keeps expecting a bunch out of me, and I keep trying to be super confident and reliable
>keep getting worse daily
>eventually get pissed at CS:GO and go on the web
>4chan
>mightaswell.avi
>I choose a random one
>board is shit so I swiftly leave
>2 months later family and I go on trip
>check out 4chan for the hell of it
>find Bant rather quickly
>first thread I see is suicidal Japanese fella
>I’ve been dealing with depressed folk since I was little
>me and Spanish try telling him how life is shit, and it’ll kick your ass
>tell him you have to make it better, or wait
>either way you have to keep living
>get called based-Polack
>feels good.jpg
>go on Bant daily just to look for depression/suicide threads
>keep trying to help people while everyone spams “kys”
>I’m not as suicidal anymore
>I talk to fellow depressed friends and we get along
>parents getting angrier at me
>mother is particularly violent
>don’t care, I got my duties
>tell mom eventually
>gets angry because it’s not my job
>likehellitsnot.ascii
>get banned for shitposting racism or some shit on another board
>get depressed as I can’t get back on
>get suicidal thoughts
>realize the only reason I live is to help shitposters live
>Iunironicallylovethisrole.png
>phone fucks up one day, dad resets it
>lose all of my fucking screencaps
>I no longer have my cherished memories of Based-Pole
Why Bant?
Why?
>moved to Poland over 8 months ago
>a whole lot of shit happens and whole family gets depressed(live with them)
>because of time difference friends stop talking
>best friend hasn’t texted back since
>I become a complete neet and gain over twenty pounds
>family keeps expecting a bunch out of me, and I keep trying to be super confident and reliable
>keep getting worse daily
>eventually get pissed at CS:GO and go on the web
>4chan
>mightaswell.avi
>I choose a random one
>board is shit so I swiftly leave
>2 months later family and I go on trip
>check out 4chan for the hell of it
>find Bant rather quickly
>first thread I see is suicidal Japanese fella
>I’ve been dealing with depressed folk since I was little
>me and Spanish try telling him how life is shit, and it’ll kick your ass
>tell him you have to make it better, or wait
>either way you have to keep living
>get called based-Polack
>feels good.jpg
>go on Bant daily just to look for depression/suicide threads
>keep trying to help people while everyone spams “kys”
>I’m not as suicidal anymore
>I talk to fellow depressed friends and we get along
>parents getting angrier at me
>mother is particularly violent
>don’t care, I got my duties
>tell mom eventually
>gets angry because it’s not my job
>likehellitsnot.ascii
>get banned for shitposting racism or some shit on another board
>get depressed as I can’t get back on
>get suicidal thoughts
>realize the only reason I live is to help shitposters live
>Iunironicallylovethisrole.png
>phone fucks up one day, dad resets it
>lose all of my fucking screencaps
>I no longer have my cherished memories of Based-Pole
Why Bant?
Why?
