How do i get someone to love me? i want someone who enjoy the same things as me and loves me. i have never had a girlfriend or kissed anyone.

my personality:
i am that weird awkward person normally. But sometimes i tell weird or inappropriate jokes with confidence in front of people with power or authorities. sometimes being smug and perverted at the same time.

a former friend said i looked cute and had a sexy voice but my personality was destroying my chances. is this true?