>>5302390Life in general. I'm not looking for a specific outcome, I've very observant and consider myself intellectual, yet I'm still near rock bottom. Sure im not starving and forced into a sex ring, but I'm poor and not spending my days well. I'm not complaining by any means, but I remain spiritual and ever learning. I listen to synchronicity, yet in doing so I'm sure I disappoint Jesus through God. I dont know what I am experiencing, I'm forced to see everything from this vessel, this means of perception yet I am isolated socially and facing inner genocide. Then I hop on x and am greeted with an anon saying despacito despite my interest prior to the dumb meme and now I'm talking from my brain unfiltered straight to this post. FUCK