>>530316As a 17 year old, I was so fucking horny and incredibly lonely. I stopped talking to my friends at the time, I dropped out of school and was depressed and spent all day playing video games. I had never been with a girl before. I had it in my head that I would be alone for a very long time so I decided to get myself some poon.
I googled prostitutes near me and there was this massage parlour that offered "more" than just a massage, I called, and they said "come in and we will discuss business"
I didn't have a car so I snuck out one night and took a taxi to a shady "massage parlour" downtown. It was so fucking shady. It was a run down tiny building and they had the door locked, I tried to open it and I thought I was at the wrong place, but just as I was walking away some old chink opened the door a crack and said "come in quick". I went in like a dumbass. It was dark and gloomy inside. No windows, no lights, just candles. Junk everywhere. I stood there awkwardly. The old lady brought out two below average young chinks and told me to pick. I picked the one that was "best looking". We went into a room and she told me to take off my clothes, lay on my stomach and she started massaging me. After like 2 minutes, he said "turn over" and he started giving me a handjob. I had a hard time getting off. The environment, how ugly she was, how uncomfortable I was. She was looking at me intensely like she was into me. She said "I will fuck you, no charge" (not trying to be a douche, I was probably the best looking guy to ever go in there) and it all happened so fast, she put a condom on, and got on top of me, and put it in, and fucked me. It was gross. She has a hairy pussy and I didn't want to kiss her or anything. I told her to stop, and to finish with a bj, so she put on a new condom and finished with a bj. I had a mediocre orgasm.
Afterwords I felt like absolute fucking shit.