I'm in late twenties and I've never had a girlfriend. I had sex a few times in my early twenties and that's it
I'm not very masculine looking and sometimes I act camp around my family in a self-deprecating kind of way. It's a way for me to let off steam and I like making my family feel uncomfortable
Sometimes they ask me if I'm gay, I say to them no and I'm just too ugly to find a girlfriend. I try telling them how difficult it is to find a gf in [current year]
They are gen x boomers so they don't understand. They still think you can walk into a bar as an average guy and find a girlfriend. kek
What keeps me going is the fantasy/possibility of going abroad and marrying a hot young thing. I don't like Asian girls,, so I'm limited to south America and latinas
I don't know how I would cope in such a macho culture as Latin America and I'm scared of being murdered by gangs