>>5322869No I'm an alcoholic through and through.
I haven't touched it in 18 days now.
This year I went ten days without, terrible withdrawals, binged. Ten days without, terrible withdrawals. Binged. 6 days without, terrible withdrawals. Binged, hospital, nearly died.
Now I'm 18 days sober and I want to make that 80 days, then 8 years, then until the day I die.
I can't just have a social drink. I drink, I have to get plastered. I'm mentally ill in this way so I must abstain.
So far so good, and I'm working hard at keeping occupied with hobbies and family, so I don't slip again. Ever.