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Why are we here(on Bant)?
>visit Bant for shitposts
>nothing interesting, just animu, and battle royal threads
>first thread I see of interest is a suicidal Japanese dude
>everyone saying: kys faggit
>notonmywatch.png
>try helping him out
>dude from Spain joins in
>we have good talk about this stuff
>continue to go on Bant just to find these threads
>I know it does little, but every bit counts
>do this as well as shitpost for next 2 months
>school kicks my ass
>parents angry at each other and me
>can’t get a job
>can’t even do my normal hobbies
>just browse memes before I sleep to relax myself a bit before I go
>go with dad and his friends to city
>he basically ignores me whole time, but it’s normal
>mom is super pissed and picks me up
>justlikechildhood.avi
>she breaks down along the way, and I don’t do anything but let her cry on my shoulder as she lets me keep telling her how good she is
>hide tears with smile as we drive
>she laughs nearly whole time as I cry-laugh
>can’t bring myself to do homework, I just want to sleep all day
>become suicidal
>normal ways improving mental health don’t work(exercise, being social, etc)
>every sign of depression and sadness comes around my parents stress me the fuck out, so I can’t even tell them
>mfw I just want to fix myself
>mfw I’ve become edgy and angsty
>mfw I just have to wait for things to get better
>mfw
I’m breaking Bant, before I was frayed at the edges, but my mom breaking down on me again has driven me to tear at the seams, I need help but I don’t know how anymore.
>visit Bant for shitposts
>nothing interesting, just animu, and battle royal threads
>first thread I see of interest is a suicidal Japanese dude
>everyone saying: kys faggit
>notonmywatch.png
>try helping him out
>dude from Spain joins in
>we have good talk about this stuff
>continue to go on Bant just to find these threads
>I know it does little, but every bit counts
>do this as well as shitpost for next 2 months
>school kicks my ass
>parents angry at each other and me
>can’t get a job
>can’t even do my normal hobbies
>just browse memes before I sleep to relax myself a bit before I go
>go with dad and his friends to city
>he basically ignores me whole time, but it’s normal
>mom is super pissed and picks me up
>justlikechildhood.avi
>she breaks down along the way, and I don’t do anything but let her cry on my shoulder as she lets me keep telling her how good she is
>hide tears with smile as we drive
>she laughs nearly whole time as I cry-laugh
>can’t bring myself to do homework, I just want to sleep all day
>become suicidal
>normal ways improving mental health don’t work(exercise, being social, etc)
>every sign of depression and sadness comes around my parents stress me the fuck out, so I can’t even tell them
>mfw I just want to fix myself
>mfw I’ve become edgy and angsty
>mfw I just have to wait for things to get better
>mfw
I’m breaking Bant, before I was frayed at the edges, but my mom breaking down on me again has driven me to tear at the seams, I need help but I don’t know how anymore.
