>>5361941You are probably just aimessly drifting through life while paralized by inaction rooted in abstract feelings of insecurity instead of actually aproaching women. The other option is that you have deluded yourself into adopting an imposible to market social persona, AKA "xd i'm a nice guy".
People in general (and women in particular), are arogant and self centered, they DO NOT want to worship a human being other than themselves; they want an image, a reliable, powerful, consistent force that they can attach themselves to, shade themselves under, and live vicariously through. By being a cutesy idiot sending lengthy texts to her you are begging for her validation and feedback, you are basicaly oblivious to the fact that this submissive, masochistic little cunt wants a sexual partner, or a boyfriend and not some entry-level "my first playground romance" cuckboy.
Women enjoy the dinamic of tension and then relief, intimidation, the utter debasement of themselves in service of a man who represents brute force and who apparently gets as much of a kick out of choking her, destroying her dignity and violently using her body and forcing her to admit her utter inferiority as she does in allowing a guy to do that to her.
