>>5364055In the words of Jordon Peterson, find a goal! Look for something that you're not to good at and work on it. I have pretty bad interpersonal skills and have applied to do a Therapeutic Counselling course at college, part time. Not just because I want to improve social skills but because it would be an excellent qualification at the end of it. Only slight problem is ill have to pay for it as I'm 26 years old. I've also applied for a new job as I'm sick of working in dead end supermarkets with perverted Pajeets on a crap wage.
It doesn't matter if you're lonely, some people are and like having very few friends. Sort yourself out and make your first step, go to the gym, make yourself more more attractive to people, before getting into an intimate relationship with anyone.
DO SOMETHING, however small. Finally, limit your drug and alcohol use.