>>5369265if youre alive, then u can always improve your situation. but if youre dead then there's nothing left to do. if you wanna keep doing the little things that you love (jerking off, seeing the nature or whatever pleases you) you need to improve your situation. and it all starts with taking responsibility. it's hard but if you wanna keep doing those things then you need to seek help and not just shove it under the closet