>>5388439 Well...since I was the boy parents expected from me more and punishments were overall harsher, whereas in reality she did in life better and I'm kinda left with the feel of unfairness. I'm not mad at her or anything, because she did things right, while I wasted my time on doing things "the way they should be" and waiting for others to confirm and such. I think I lost my faith towards people, and also I think I've lost my interest in sex and having relations with a girl because I kinda knew what it's like from the beginning, which is also one of many things that dis-attached me from my peers, so now I'm kinda lonely, not that I don't like it desu.
>>5388470idtf, it's interesting how most boys I've met that had sisters where more depressed and introverted.