>>5393299i didn't end up having sex with her.
i didn't know she was my sister.
she wanted to have an affair but was living wiht a boyfriend.
i told her either to cut the boyfriend loose and have a relationship with me, or no go. i wanted her real bad, but didn't want to be a weekend toy.
she chose to stay with the boyfriend (he was giving her a place to live for free and money and shit, so i guess she had a good deal with him).
only found out afterward that she was my sister, due to a chance encounter with my dad, who i hadn't seen since i was like 11.
but when we worked together she would say stuff to me like "wow we're like the same person" and customers would always comment on how we looked like brother and sister.
for a little while i thought she was my soulmate.
she looked exactly like me too, since her mom looked a lot like my mom.
but yeah, now we don't talk. unfortunately she was sort of fucked up. she got into alcohol REALLY bad and then got into drugs too.
she is like a tattoo artist up in some hipster colony in vermont now or something. i check out her social media once in a while. it's sad honestly.
now i just wish i had gotten to know her better, and that she wasn't such a messed up cunt. still weighs on me, but she doesn't want to talk to me now.