>Be anon
>Shut in and a loser, high IQ, totally unable to interact with people, be normal
>Become a communist at 16 after reading Hegel, Marx, Engels, etc
>Interested in vague ideas, concepts, no actual things in real life, no careers or schooling, leave at 13 to sit inside and read books and study things I care about
>NEET drawn to extreme politics and study salafi and wahabi schools of Islamic jurisprudence, find it fascinating, partially learn arabic to do so for no reason other than fascination with a subject.
>Mental illness, social awkwardness, can't point to Europe on a map or hang a painting, never learned basic shit
>can tell you all about the end times and Dajjal in Islam, or go over the finer points of comand economies v market economies, or holodomor revisionism
>Become a national socialist in 2015 despite being a outcast who would probably be despised in NS germany, love Evola, obsessed with glorious death and rebirth


I am smart and all my teachers thoght I was destined for great things, left became an autist shut in, now see dumb 100 iq kids with uni degrees, I couldn't even get a job in retail no experience

Join a few discords of people interested in similar shit, chan folk, we are all high IQ autists who are dumb as shit and useless NEETS or mentally ill.
>We talk about why so many on pol and in the alt right are the same way, wierd gerbil eyes jew married antisemites who take steroids they order off the internet like Enoch who is a conspiracytard, or NEET larpers like woes, or mentally ill smart dummies like everyone who posts there
>Do we become nazis and extrmeists to give an excuse for our social awkwardness? Does our subconscuous seek unpopular positions to justify our social outcast status? Or is the fact we are smart and focused,, but only on abstract ideas and theories part of actual spectrum behaviour and we are just real asperger or autism challenged individuals?
>Or are we really right & smart and smart brilliant people tend to be nuts