After months of internal-conflict and struggle and rationalizations and questioning my own sexuality and so on I decided today finally to fap to gay porn to see what would happen. For some reason I have been thinking that maybe I'm gay, or well, bisexual. I was terrified that I would cum to another man and not only that - but harder than ever before. So anyways, I got my dick out, already hard (albeit because of some straight porn that was posted like a half hour ago and which aroused me) and started to search up gay porn to fap to.
I went through all the gay threads on /gif/ and looked through them, trying to find stuff to fap to, hard cock in hand. There was a variety of gay porn, from more masculine guys, to more feminine ones, to Swedish looking ones, and so on. I thought maybe two guys 69ing, in particular, would probably be especially arousing. I couldn't find any material that I thought would do the trick on /gif/ so I searched pornhub and then briefly some other stuff, still stroking my stiff cock, but losing a bit of hardness. I was thinking… well maybe it's just the resolution. So then I tried to search for some high quality gay porn but got distracted by straight porn which made my dick 10x harder than it already was and I ended up fapping to that and cumming as the woman was riding the man, dick going into vagina, as nature intended.
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