So ever since I was probably around three I know it's my mom had a very very bad habit of swearing and cussing her own children out and I knew that this wasn't normal because of my other friends told me that their mom is like barely ever said swearwords so I knew it was not normal . So am I 10 and it seems like I can't wake up without hearing a swearword my alarm is basically hearing a swearword I wake up every morning to why is the shit here why the fuck is this there oh my God you asshole every morning I shouldn't have to wake up like that . It honestly hurts on the things she says to make sure there's no weirdo and she thinks I'm dorky and I don't want to be thought of that even my own mom I feel I can't tell her anything because she'll put me down for it . I'm also afraid to ask things for my mom I'm 10 so I asked for an allowance and to walk home from school and she said shut the fuck up and leave every day you're asking for something and I hate it! This happens every day I don't think I've ever gone by a day without hearing something mean about me it's not just her it's also at school I do get bullied yes I don't tell her about cus she will think it's my fault! Posting this because I want to email this to her and show her that it's not normal to act like this in front of your kids you don't say these things to your kids mom it's destroys their self-esteem in their self-worth if you don't have anything nice to say shut your mouth that's what you always say but I guess rules are that rule does not apply to you so yeah thanks mom for being a bitch all my life and making me feel like shit having the lowest self-esteem and feeling like I'm worthless I want to die when my friends other moms are so kind and sweet so yeah thanks mom for being a bitch.