>>5481719same here man, i dont like being an alcoholic that much but without it my social life wouldnt exist. Doing dumb shit like setting things on fire is such a relief if youre alone or with someone who also enjoys it.
If you're on your own you could also try getting into cooking. Just improvise and do as you want with it, so long as its edible. Once you get better at it you can share it with others and they will appreciate it.
Its great since its a usable real life skill that lets you be very autistic with.
