I need someone to write with
I posted on /b/ in a feels thread but /b/ is a horrible place void of meaningful discussion so I just post here again
Was on the birthday party of a really good friend
Saw the girl I love again after a half year, she's avoiding me and If I'm honest I did avoid her too
>I was too fucking shy to tell her last year, then she found someone else
We didn't even talk with eachother, I've walked away from the party to cry in the woods two times tho
After coming home I cried on the toilet drunk for half a hour or smth, then send her a message that I would like to talk to her
That was 5 hours ago
Her cellphone is off right now and I'm still fucking sad, as I will be for a month or two until the feelings fall asleep again
>Also feels thread