A little bit of a peronal rant here. I'm 20yo, I quit HS year ago so I had to go to work in a fast food joint. Then came back to school after some time but can't stop working. In last couple months I was at like 2 parties with the same ppl unless I went to my home town. And when I attended any party at home town my parents would literally hate me for a next week because I'd rather spend time with my old friends instead of them and my sister (well, duh?). I spend most of my days playing video games and I cheat on all of my exams just to pass them, cause I still don't give a fuck about the school, I just want to get away from living with my parents. Nobody from work will meet with me after work, which would be fine, because I try to think about most of them like about my colleagues than friends, but it's fucking annoying when all ppl are being invited to the barbecue and I'm the only one that is not (I mean wtf?). And it's not like I'm a dick to any of these people, whether in from of them or behind their backs, cause I would never do that. Even if I arrange just a random party every time everybody randomly opts out for a various made up reasons (the only person who does not do that is a guy I consider one of mh best friends, and I also just see that dude liike once a month). NONE of my friends from high school will just randomly text me even though I didn't ever do something wrong to them and I always was a good friend (I don't mean I was a goody-goody sissy bitch, just always a person you would rely on, give an advice.)

I'm writing all of that because I don't even have any idea what I do wrong in the normal day to day reletions with co-workers and schoolmates. Any idea?

tl;dr I don't have any friends I would see irl like once a week and don't know why

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