post any thing you're working on

two things:

I am here, and I must continue.
I look down before me, and I cannot jump off.
I look ahead of me, and I will have to get there.
Not why, not now
But it has to happen, but how?
I must continue getting there.
I cannot look down,
Time will force me to overcome.
Not a matter of choice, it must happen.
I cannot stay here forever,
that would not be entertaining.


Days that have come, days that have go.
What have I done? I do not know.
This is a disease,
a disease of time.
Too much time leads to awareness,
and awareness leads to sensitivity.
I have become sensitive to the pain,
how do I revert it?
I cannot.
I must go on,
I will watch the fire, give myself something to have fun with.