jesus fucking christ it hurts so fucking bad.
i downloaded snapchat just so i could talk to her more often, she became my best friend and the light of my life, talking to her made me feel like life was worth living. now she doesn't speak to me and i at first thought it was because she was busy or something so i would only text her at night and all she would do is respond with vapid empty snaps of the end of her bed or her cat. her story is filled with pictures and videos of her friends hanging out in malls and shit. she hasn't said a word to me in three weeks and I didn't do anything to piss her off. what went wrong? i thought we had something special.

is it even worth going on like this?