I can't fucking take it anymore. Everyday it's the same thing. Wake up, sit on my ass all day and play video games, eat, sleep repeat. (No I'm not a fat ass thank god.) I have literally no friends at all, and it's not like I could make any either because of my intense autism.

I can't even get myself outside anymore because I'm so scared I'll fucking die, or get mugged, or even walk into someone I know and have to converse with them.

It's only a matter of time before I can't get myself out of bed because I'm so depressed.

How do people do this life shit seriously??