>>5662159Let's take a note from Kiwi-future-Japanon, and look at the concept of "Ikigai"
You find what your meaning is, and stick with it.
Don't worry about time, I know men who only realized it when they were 40 years old. Literally.
I went to university for a degree is cinematography. Turns out I both sucked and hated it.
I spent four years trying little bits of everything, but nothing worked. I went into depression and tried to kill myself. Thankfully, one of my roommates found me, and I spent six months being treated.
I went on with another three years before finally figuring out what I like, what others need, what I can get paid for, and what I am good at.
Turns out I'm a great metalworker and plumber. I learned how to weld, blacksmith, work with and arrange pipes, and eventually helped build my own home.
Life'll get better, man. It always does, but just remember that you need to push forward. Don't let anything hold you back, just fucking go out and do it.
