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Guys, I’m starting to spiral into nihilism and depression again and I don’t know how to stop it this time. My girlfriend broke up with me and is successfully turning all my friends against me, just in time for Summer, I’m being forced to work in an awful job that I can’t stand, which is a thirteen hour shift, five days a week, my daily routine consists of passing out when I get home, until work the next day, my family fucking hates me because I can’t get a proper job, I can’t remember the last time i’ve been invited to something or gone somewhere, with anyone. I feel like nobody gives a shit about me, I haven’t spoken to anyone, besides pricks at work that I hate, in almost two months. I wouldn’t care about any of this shit, even if I had just one person to talk to, but I don’t have anyone anymore, and all the shit just mounts up and I don’t know where to put it. I don’t know what to do. I know it’s pathetic posting this shit to 4chan, but honestly you guys are all that I have anymore, so I’m just looking to have a chat or something, anything really to keep me sane. Please.