So i just got robbed by two dudes, they took my phone which i was holding in my hand, my headphones (cheapo ones), my cap and my cigs. Didn't give them my wallet or my bag anyway. after they'd walked away and a passing car stopped to ask me if i was alright drove off, i threw my bag over a wall and tried to follow them. caught up eventually only to see the two of them regroup with another 4 bogeys, so I figured best to turn around and walk home.
I don't know how to feel now. i had enough balls to have told them to fuck off, to have dropped my bag and fought back. im pretty sure i could have stood a fairly decent chance, even against the two of them. but why didn't i realize that at the time?
dose life really give you opportunities like this to consider your choices, and better yourself? is there a way for me to channel this anger into changing myself somehow? becoming braver or whatever?
i feel like such a fucking bitch and i don't know what to do next