Is it gay to want to feel the pleasant fullness that comes with a thick, throbbing cock being stuffed inside your asshole? Then wanting that huge, masculine dick to thrust deep inside you, over and over again, rubbing against your prostate until you spurt a hot load of dick milk, before he joins you and fills your asshole with cum? Then wanting to lay with him still deep inside you, feeling him slowly deflate as you two drift off to sleep?