>>5770973I feel you, I was somewhat the same as you, had no idea where to go in life since college doesn't accept me, also death of my father and my nan a year ago (this just makes it even worse), no motivation to do a certain thing except for playing online games like League of Legends and watch YouTube 24/7. Now since my PC exploded due to its old age I feel a sense of lost, doing nothing inside of my room kills me on the inside. Tbh my motivation isn't just came from the girl that I love, it's also from my mother, but I just feel super helpless to help myself or to give myself a boost. My mum, sisters and my aunts wanting me to get a job for a very long time but I just tend to get scared over working in general but nowadays I think I can do it, all thanks from praying (soz if you ain't a religious person). I still need to go to my psychiatrist for the first time or should I cancelled the appointment. I mean I want to give it a try while I'm working at the same time, but still has no idea desu. I still know that I'm still far away from getting back my life on the right track.
>You've gotten much further than me already anon, keep it up mate, I believe in you.Thank you anon, you too. I hope you'll get out from the neet life, unless you don't really want to, but still best wishes for you. :~)
