I hug my pillow a lot at night,, and i want to cry because i want to be higging a cute GF!

WHAT DO /bant/!

Do i.... Do i ..... Do i eat the magic pills to go sweepy time forever??

TFW im a 25 yr old boomer with above 100k salary without college degree, or debt, live in nice house away from the city in the woods, but still lonely I JUST WANT A HUG WITH A QT GIRL! Even in japan the girls are not like the anime :(