>>5812838you didn't improve, if you did you would've felt a biochemical response to success and you wouldn't feel suicidal.
no, being skinny does not mean that you are in shape. it means you are skinny. congratulations on working "so hard, so efficiently" to become a "bodybuilder" only to end up skinny. i'm sure that your methods work very, very well... given that you're now skinny.
you are an undergraduate studying two fairly easy subjects. neither of them are particularly intellectually demanding. it simply shows that you are able to dump a lot of time into things--this is a sign of an obsessive personality disorder, not intelligence. furthermore it seems to me that you haven't made a note of your grades or honors earned, suggesting that you're... not at the top of your class.
>>5812843i personally believe that you are of lower intelligence by the manner in which you speak. if you could kindly quote the instance in which i stated that I was smarter than you--not that i feel as if you may be much less intelligent than you purport to be--then i will admit that this statement is correct
sadly the fact that you've repeated this misconception repeatedly makes me think that you're also mentally ill beyond your obsessive nature. i'm not going to call you delusional as you called me, earlier, because i cannot give a diagnosis--but you are giving the impression of not being entirely sane.