This thread is for men who are so lonely an desperate to have there penis touched they did gay shit. Its also for people who spend a inordainate amout of time wishing they where gay so they didn’t have to put up with women.
>be 31
>be turbo virgin
>after 16 years of striking out decide to lower my standered to the lowest conceivable point
>dudes
>get grider account
>look for feminine dudes get rejected by them all.
>go on crigslist find “fellow stight dude” who has a dick sucking fetish
>send him pics
>he says he’ll suck my dick
>meet in library
>go into rare basment bathroom
>let him suck my dick
>can’t get hard
>he’s disappointed
>im grossed out
>he asks is there anything he can do
>i tell him to shut up his talking isn’t helping
>he suggests i can watch porn while he blows me
>feel sorry for telling him to shut up because this turned out to work sort of
>get semi
>he sucks my dick for like 30mins
>he really likes sucking dick
>each time i start to relax and enjoy it he starts grunting and my boner goes away
>33mins pass by and I couldn’t cum.
>tell him I don’t think i can cum an we should leave
>dick sucking fetish guy was disappointed I didn’t nut.
>we part ways and to be honest i was suprised that i was disappointed as well
>i went full bore balls to the wall in a attempt to have any kind of sex and i couldn’t even finish.
>go home
>cry for few days
>consider an heroing for a few days
>two weeks go by and i get meself a hooker

why I didn’t just do that sooner. Anyways i nutted into some fat drug feen and it was glorious. I refuse to buy into that stigma bull shit im a fat ugly man who took control of his on destiny and can afford to make it a monthly thing. Guess ive ascended to normie life guys!