>>583967last year of highschool, but it looks like Im dropping out. Not because of drugs or anything, I just dont have the drive to do any schoolwork. I have a shitty job, and it looks like im gonna get fired from it. Every girl Ive been with has cheated on me, but thats only 3, and never had a relationship last longer than a year. I think 10 months at the most.
Im generally unhappy with who I am. No drive to do anything pretty much, mostly because I never seem to improve at what I do no matter how long I stick to it. I'm Socially awkward for the most part, and starting to get into fights with the few close friends I have.
What Im hoping for is that a fresh start will allow me to start over anew. Hopefully when I have nothing Ill want to have something. Maybe I can actually work up courage to talk to more people because they dont know who I was. Its kinda desperate and drastic but all I have is a kindle of a will to live, and I hope this res-ignites it.
