>>5900400you stuck your dick in crazy, or at the very least you have dangerously bad taste in women, and worst taste in men.
Look the point is this, when it comes to creation, dont compromise for mediocrity when its a creative process, i can piss in an electrical socket and pinch the stream over and over to get a mediocre sounding beat, and it would be a helluva lot more inventive than whats happening here, it lacks complexity.
The point of music and art is continuous innovation, which isnt made from people mumbling over a basic beat.
Maybe use the possibility of death as a motivator, a source of creative potential, maybe kill your ex in self defense for a good few lyrics, whats some shit you'd think when you open her chest cavity like a pack of oreos?
lowering yourself with these pansy-ass excuses is one main issue in your creative process.