>>5924110It's okay if you don't believe me, I wouldn't expect that of you seeing the state you're in right now.
Just listen, and try to think about it when you feel a little bit better.
The world is a very terrible place anon. You're right in that regard. That's why everyone fights their own fight to make their lifes less terrible.
Accepting that life is terrible and coming to terms with it is a difficult but important step to make. I don't expect you to make it now.
Anon, even though everything seems like hell at the moment, that is going to pass too. Try to ride it out, don't fight it, accept your emotions for what they are and experience them as they come. And, as they come, they'll leave if you let them.
I wish you all the luck in the world. You can do it, even though you might not believe it right now.