>>5936642What about fame, do you seek that? I always worked towards overcoming these two, gaining popularity and money as I feel it would cloud the goal of learning for myself, which is what I really want. But there are always desires running the background, the desires that are part of parcel of being human. When I do learn for myself, without external motivation I always feel that I learn the best and is most invested in what I'm doing.
That's another reason I feel like I wouldn't want to teach, as teaching would take time away from me working on my own progress and instead trying to explain mine and other thoughts to people who don't yet understand them. In a way I'm sure the repetition would give me insight, and teaching surely is noble in itself but I still value my own quest for it higher I guess. Not sure if I'm making sense, but these are my thoughts on it.
