Will I ever gonna be fine?

I tried my hardest to make a change in my life, but everytime I did it, I failed miserably. I feel like life or God itself is being an asshole to me I have lost my hope in trying. I have nobody to let this all out other than in some website that which people might not give a damn about other human being. So tell me again, will I ever be fine in life?

I'm not asking much, I just want to know how long can I hold on in this dear life before I reached my limit. Its been far too long, and every attempt in making changes is just not working, either my life is really meant to be this way or the other.

Also, please entertain me by asking me questions, since I have nothing to do for this midnight, my PC break for almost 2 months now and I can't even watch YouTube on my phone.