>>604959I have been trying to change for six years. I don't blame them in the "fuck you mom and dad!" sense, I love my parents. However, I'm not unaware of what doing nothing for years and years as you grow up can do to a person. They made a mistake with my upbringing, and it has hurt my ability to do things, sadder than that it has hurt my ability to change. I'm not trying to shift responsibility, I'm just trying to be unbiased. I am trying to get better, and so far I have succeeded in very minor ways. A minor victory is just making myself breakfast every day. I know that sounds like nothing, but it's good to have something stable that I am not scheduled to do (e.g. classes). Something that I just do regularly, a routine, that I don't specifically have to. I'm hoping that I can extend this to other things, get a real self-made schedule going and improve myself, but we'll see. I tried it on this little vacation I have, but it devolved into drinking very quickly. Hopefully I do better in the future.
In any case, cheers m8. I hope it goes well.
