>>6112530Maybe that's true. Because last night I found myself in that situation again, I think something is coming. I thought that it might be caused by external forces, for some were certainly there. But this pain can't be explained away, this pain is real. Do we have to worry about this pain now? I will give it some more time still. What is worrysome is the night mare, she who comes at night and pulls me off my feet, she opens my head up and stirs my brain around, doesn't she. I can feel the presence, I know, I know this is what awaits me later down the line, that's it, isn't it? And when we arrive at that point, if we arrive there and you haven't yet died, how will you be able to execute it at that point? You'd have to take charge before we get there, don't you. I'm too afraid to do it, you'll have to do it. If this is it, I think it's decaying and you agree with me, don't you? I think we'll have to wait and see for now.
