>>6116844I stopped drinking a while ago. It's just settling in.
>>6116897No. The confidence you get from looking better is fake.
Even if you're ugly, you have to be confident in that being who you are. I'm not a very handsome guy, and I have not always been in great shape, but if nothing else I have always been confident because I am always comfortable with me and how I look because that is who I am.
The confidence you should get from working out is that kick of testosterone from the good workouts. That INNER confidence. That MANLY confidence. Confidence from just how you look is vain norgay.
As far as the bar, if you don't have one it can't strictly be helped. You seem to move around a lot too. I'm pretty poor though and I bought myself a cage and a bar and some other shit. It's not that expensive.
I think if you're gonna do shitsquats you're better off just cycling and running.
And we don't have a friendship meter. We aren't friends. This is an internet board. Don't be gay. And I mean that like don't be gay like acting like a faggot, not don't be a homosexual.
I was carpooling with one of my gay friends and his boyfriend before to play some D&D. Me and my buddy in the front seats. I guess his boyfriend was a btich or something. And my buddy says to me
"You know Anon [my name redacted], I fucking hate faggots."
I didn't really get what he meant at the time. But I think he meant just guys who are unmanly. Be manly Norgay. If you ever need help with that, I will help you.