>>6130015Kierkegaard chill, but here's some food for thought:
What is the real problem? Is it "life"? Is it possible that you only view your existence as "life"? Have you ever taken the time to consider that "ending your life" will solve nothing, and what we truly desire is to actually end our existence?
That's the problem modern society has invented. We think that life equates to existence, when by all means, it absolutely not. We think that Death is the end of existence, thereby confirming our assumption that "killing ourselves is going to end existence", but how does that sound to you? "Killing myself is going to end my existence". It sounds odd, no?
If it doesn't, here's some more; Death, what you presumably desire, is just another realm of existence. Kill yourself, and you die; you only are dead, not non-existent. The pain doesn't lie in life, oh no; it lies in existence. Existence is the pain, and you can't end your existence.
So in shorter words; this is hell, and you're here forever.