>>618974>be me>be massive fucking 20 yo virgin beta>start to tell made up storys to people which sound like i'm a alpha>people actually believe itfast forward
>still be a massive virgin faggot, but pretty good at lying now. 22>meet qualitygrill online>chat, tell her my bullshitstorys>she likes it>write for about a year>things starting to get kinky>fap/finger via Skype etc>meet and stay at some house for a week>second day there, she kisses me and unzips my pants>nothing happened because of MASSIVE beta-faggotery dick won't become hardoneweekoflimpdick.jpg
>fast forward two years>after some more tries, we fucked quite often, sex was pretty good>really liked her, took holiday together>still telling her about my bullshit past which never happened>kinda in a relationship>she starts to feel that there's something wrongmaybebecauseimliengtoyouforadecade.gif
"Black Hawk Down7 I repeat, Black Hawk Down"
>relationship starts to get fucked up like those guys in the fucking chopper>She cuts all contact after a while because "She is not the one for me." and she "Feels there's something">Never had the courage to contact her againmfw i was going to fall in love
mfw i destroyed a chance for a lifetime relationship
mfw i still hope that she will get in contact
mfw still too beta to get in contact with her
mfw i will die alone
...but atleast i fucked a 8/10 and i'm not a virgin anymore.
Still a fucking beta-faggot though.
