I have health issues.
My mind is a foolish mess of the most pointless fancies.
I am almost completely NEET, but I work enough to pay rent and bills.
Anime, vidya, JewTube and shitposting are all that give me solace.
Don't think I'll ever have a gf ever again because I notice more and more that relationships revolve around a facade and a state of near-constant deception where women occupy some kind of idiotic role, and I choose to keep whatever dignity I have left by living a quiet and secluded life true to myself and away from needless conflict.