When was the last time you were truly happy?

I ll start, the last time I was truly happy was when I was in middle school. Kids would beat and make fun of me at school for being fat and poor, but it was okay because I would come home, take a hot bath, eat something that I liked and I would play old rpgs on my shitty computer. Coming home from school at 7 pm, on a cold winter night, getting a warm bath and pulling a blanket over me, playing homm3 and morrowind, so comfy
Now I am an intern for a law firm, soon to be a lawyer, engaged and still, nothing brings me that happiness. I secretly hope that I die and maybe then I ll be happy once more.