I'm just so fucking sad all the time now anons. I'm a college freshman and my parents made me move cross country to live with my oldest brother who's awesome and he always helps me but he never let's me live down anything and always has to be better than me at everything. Now I live in a city that is basically only bars for the trendy and I'm not old enough to go drinking so all I do is play Vidya with my internet friends and smoke. Haven't made a friend here yet and it's impossible to since I live in a trendy part of town that's a hot minute away from campus and I have to Uber everywhere because I don't have a car here and I also attend a CC here not even a real school that I have no interest in since the more I read and go to class the more I realize I don't want to be in the major/field but I can't drop out and pursue a technical school because I already paid for the semester. Back in my home town everyone knew me and it was lit hanging out with friends and stuff but now they are all chilling without me and I'm 3000 miles away. I don't even know why I'm posting this I just have no where else to say it but I'm sad and alone and just want to rope. Hope you guys are doing good tho :)