>>6303646On days where it's hard you have to be able to default to something that makes you happy or productive
If my experience has told me anytime that sometimes you can't lean on or "default" to anyone but yourself
When you exhaust all your options and only have that person to default to, there's still one person you haven't checked
You need to be able to be self sufficient in some way shape or form
If it's just the most basic or things like talking to a bong on holiday in Denmark on a Chinese knitting forum from halfway across the world
As long as it's enough to give you something to tide you over
I don't know how much I should read into this, but when it comes to abusive people literally even a random bong is better to pour a portion of your heart into, or a video game for that matter
You could competitively play hearthstone or start reading or what have you
For me I got my high school grades together and got into college
That's what took my problems away
Anyways I feel embarrassed that I've spent so long on this reply
Hopefully I really have just been reading too deeply into it
Hopefully you're fine and you're just messing with me lul
