Yo
I mean, it's your life so don't let those fucks make you feel selfish for wanting to end yoir life.
I tried on planty of occasions and Im still here, because it's MY FUCKING LIFE and if I'll feel like it, Imma do it.
So, should you? In my opinion, no, because it sure as hell feels like misery and dread is never going to end, but if I've ever learned my lesson on this fucking shithole of a planet is that you have no clue how things might turn around for you, so just stick around and see. Maybe one day you can be someone that you don't hate.