hello /bant/ i think i need a pause from 4chan a bit. or i will try at least. after that suicide thread i dont feel so good. i think i need to think over some things. i feel so bad now dammit fuck me. i cant do anything right. i have spent so many days here and people still think im a autistic larper. i thought i could make people happy. buts its a lie right. fuck me fuck me. i will try to take a pause and see if i can return to normal. i guess you all hate me when im selfhating like this.so im just gonna leave. dont worry about me if i kill myself. i will always leave a message if i do. even if only 1 % of people gave a fuck about me. you all think im some sort of larper i guess.