>>6371475the only reason I will die in peace is that I have spent many hours in the woods un-sober with no other form of stimulation and as such I was forced to think/meditate and whilst thinking/meditating I found the way to inner peace and a life without anger, fear, sadness, pain or happiness and the feeling of control. I will be sober as I die because I want to really know and accept my death in all that it is.
