>>645301121y old here nothing is going on for me dealing with minor depression and anxiety. I really motivated myself that i will sort my life out this summer, i wad on the right path then i found a girl that was really down to earth and sorta red pilled then she left to build her carreer.
Now im here again rock bottom and i gave up everything once again, i dont feel anything i cant get excited for anything or be happy for anything.
I see no logic in living but i dont want to go out with a whimp but rather with a bang the only thing that fuels me to keep living is revenge and hatred towards commies,subhumans,jews
When the time comes i will gladly sacrifice myself for my people.