>>6462955I'm a lazy fuckup and can't get over my depression/anxiety. I've fought with depression since I was little kid. My mother was a crackwhore and my grandparents loved to throw that fact in my face constantly (and beat the shit out of me.) It wasn't a loveless home, but know they didn't want me. I knew it then especially. Classic under achiever. All A's in school, gifted classes, offers to move up in grade, etc. I threw it all away on account of my anger issues, and my frequent truancy. Never planned to go to college, got into partying and fighting, hung with the wrong crowd, ended up in juvie and constant battles with the legal system until I (barely) graduated high school.
I know it's no excuse for my failures in life, and I take full responsibility. I've thought about suicide every day for 10 years but am too much of a pussy to follow through (a theme emerges.)
I sure can throw this dick though. My women takes care of me.
